IS ANYONE ALIVE OUT THERE?

I'm at work, yes I realize I should be home by now in bed asleep but Anabel had to go home early. She said her kids are sick. So my dumbness volenteered to stay until 0700 or well rather by the time my relief gets here (he's always late) it will be closer to 0800 and on top of that I have to get a ride home from one of the guards. I hate it but I can't drive my car yet. Then I get to go home and sleep for a few hours before Anna wakes me up so we can go to the Dollar Tree. I hope she can take me to K-mart too. I still haven't gotten anything for Ken for Christmas, I'm pretty sure I know what I'm going to get him it just seems kinda lame. I mean he knows I'm poor and trying to save money so we can find a place to live together, I just hope if he gets me anything it's not expensive. He totally spoils me. Not that I mind of course, because he shows his love in other ways besides just giving me stuff and that's the most important thing to me is that he shows me he loves me. I'm so tired right now I am trying to type just to stay awake. I can't believe I agreed to work 11 hours when I know that I'm not going to be able to get sleep and go out shopping tomorrow. Which I have to do because the next day is Christmas Eve and I don't think I'll make it out to go shopping, plus I want to be able to give Ken his gift when we go out to diner. I hope he likes it. It's not going to be anything great. He's such a sweetheart he deserves so much more then what I can give him. All the women who have passed up on him should be kicking themselves in the @$$ right now. I hope I never loose him. I don't even want to think about it. So yeah, I'm pretty tired. I'm sick of the stupid cabs. I don't get paid enough to dispatch for them too. But whatever. I like my job for the most part. I do wish that I worked with people who could act a little more like adults. I know I don't all the time but some of the crap that goes on in this room is just right out childish. Anyway, I'm not going to bitch about it right now, I'm sure at some point I will though. Anyway, yes I say anyway a lot and I also use the "..." thing a lot, I don't know why, I'm sure it's because I can't finish a freaking thought. So at work they did this secret santa thingy with all the dispatchers, alarm and patrol sides. I swear everyone knows who their secret santa is but me. And well maybe Jen, because I got her and can't really stand her but I got here something from her list and a little something else. I wonder who got me. I really can't even remember what I put on my wish list. I know that I put a potted gurber daisy and I think I put a gift certificate to a nail solon but I don't remeber what else I put. It's getting a little hard to type, I'm going to pass out when I get home. I only have a little more then 2 hours to go. I can make it. I'm drinking coffee and I'm typing and well the phone really doesn't really stop ringing. I was e-mailing back and forth with Ken but he needed to go to sleep. Not that he get's any sleep anyway but he needed to try. He's so cute, he told me he had confession to make, that he was sleeping next to another girl. Of course he meant his daughter. She's so adorable, so his is son. I hope our children are 1/2 as cute as they are. I know our babies are going to have beautiful eyes though. I mean look at his eyes, they are Dreamy and mine aren't that bad either. Wow I am messing up a lot typing. I think I get dyslexic when I am tired. I wish I could go on myspace and stuff at work, not that there is a lot to do on myspace but it would help keep me awake, I know I could be doing work related stuff but I really don't want to at almost 5am. I wish I had someone here to talk to. The two people on the alarm side are playing Super Scrabble. OOOH Suuuupppperrrr. Blah. Plus one of the guys who works over there is a real jerk latly, I don't know what crawled up his butt, but he's been a real grouch lately. My phone is going to die or otherwise I'd be texting one of the patrol drivers from Salinas, he's a nice guy. Funny, he keeps me awake. I'm glad that I can't really text message Ross. He's been kind of strange lately. I know what Ken said about him saying things to what's his name but I don't know it's just weird. Not that I really care anymore. the thing that is kind of bugging me is the other one, I wont mention names just in case anyone finds this and reads it. Let's just call this other person, LA for the sake of having a name. So LA has been into dispatch a few times in the last couple of weeks...I don't know why, well I mean a couple of times it was for a reason, well now that I think about it, not a very good reason. But this time LA asked Anabel to just randomly let them come into dispatch with her. Then LA just stood here shooting the breeze with us. Then LA found random reasons to call dispatch and just chit chat. It's really weird. It kinda bothers me. But I guess I really have no right to say anything because of what I did to LA. Anyway, I'm happy now, I'm sorry if that sounds bitchy. Anyway, I guess I should stop just blabbin' my mouth or rather my fingers. I'm going to find something else to do!